kirkartavayavimodh

 

I accept this fact with full sincerity that since the child hood I have been very good boy. By good boy here I mean a boy who always follows rule and regulations. Boy who obeyed the will and statements of his elders with respect. This boy works hard and always works to make good utilization of resources available. The boy dreams of being a social person for the welfare of others. The boy is never tired of taking responsibilities. The boy is always with full enthusiasm and passion for assigned task. This defines me. But now at this point of time I think that I should change now. I should change in approach of dealing with people.

Now the things are different and responsibilities are big. For all of them to encounter, change in approach is necessary. But the as I start for the change I face a situation of no decision. Am I breaking something which I am not supposed to do? Am I giving up to the circumstances? Am I being greedy? Am I deciding to change my motive and goal of life?

These things are preventing me from taking any decision. I am in dilemma and not able to proceed. This all is keeping me busy whole day without any productivity. One side I have to stick to the values and other side I dreams and plans to be what I want to. I am able to understand what I am supposed to do at this point of time. Should I stick to the values and accept whatever is happening as my destiny or should I take firm decision and try to achieve the set target in any manner.

Let’s wait and watch what I decide out of these circumstances.